you are the reason why~~ =]

2010-08-29T23:08:00.002+08:00

i cant find any words that can describe how bad i feel these days...
is really very bad...
crying just cant solve the probs and make me few any better.
though it does, but whenever i saw any kpop related things ,ppl and info.... i feel very very very depress.
i psycho myself umpteen times that i must understand my parents by putting myself in their shoes.
but is very temporary.
i feel that im more pathetic than anything..i nvr let myself being pathetic....
so now..am i consider that i've being in depress mood for days...
i really cant handle this my own.
no one is able to interfere.
i cant step out either.
i need some to step in to the situation and solve it...if not dissolve my depress mode.
i've being crying almost everyday.
is not i wan to be like this, tears just roll down my cheek.
wad else can i do...

i feel so helpless......................................................................and hopeless.................

2010-05-30T16:50:00.002+08:00

back blogging again=]
went to NIEYB to play=]
finally can touch trp again=]
met all the ex bandmates,felt that we were back in those band pract days.
felt real warming.

one more week to exams. i have not yet really started on revisions.
i should really get started yea?
next tue is my practical test.
hope that i can get sth i can cope with.
or mayb, wad i get to test on on tue,i don forget wad i have memorized.

bye.see you guys next week.

2010-05-04T00:01:00.008+08:00

HHHMMPPPHH!!!!!!!!
no wonder everyone says "monday blues"
i feel it as well..
though there's one happy thing happen today but is out of like...10 of them?!
the only happy thing happen is that i walk pass him today.so coincidental right?
hehe.
now i noe why i always don see him alr.
now i will walk the way i walked just now.so that i can have the slightest chance of seeing him=]]
next!HOORR! here comes the unhappiness moment!why is he so popular!?!?!?omgomgomg!
i simply jealous and hate girls adding him any further!ARRGHH!

bye!

2010-05-02T17:20:00.002+08:00

how can parents don understand their children?
学校举办亲子会，小孩为什么没有吧邀请含交给父母？
因为父母从来没有出席过。
学校举办亲子会，小孩不是因为不希望父母不去而不告诉父母。
是因为他害怕告诉父母后，父母说不要去或不能去。

我为这些事哭泣的时候，有谁会知道？
사람을없어.

2010-05-02T14:14:00.003+08:00

its sunday.
i hate sunday!
its a day when i need to face the fact that im having sch tmr!
im feeling my heartaching.
eversince the min i found the person he mention,wasnt me.
*sighhhh*

心好累。。。

2010-04-30T23:08:00.003+08:00

its friday! i love today!
=]
finally my menses came after 4 mths.nearly go check up alr.
though is really glad to see my menses here but the cramp is really unbearable.
i was pressing against my abdomen during my 2 hours long tuitorial.

i was supposed to go for my DR APPT today. but i did not.
i went to meet li mei=]
it has being a while that i have not seen her.
so i decided to cancel my appt since im in pain and i wanna meet her=]
we have a long chat.
we move from the coffee bean then mac due to the poor network reception jp has.
but mac still no connection.so we decided to go library.

finally we manage to surf the net.
showing her some ppl's photos.
getting high in the library=]
we use until the battery went flat.

went to jp HARRIS.
a "die die must go" place.
cuz its somewhere both me and li mei will go whenever we met up=]

hmm..i think we should have took some pics.
is like finally we can meet up.
lols.
saw nigel.
haha.same poly but nvr see him..must go jp then can see him.
saw brandon pang from pri sch.=]
im like seeing him quite often this yr=]

jiabao is still sick... "takecare,drink more water"
everyone is getting sick one by one nowadays.
future nurse is asking friends ard ard me to take care of urself.=]

just updated my songs.
find it very irritating when it keep repeating..so i add in 1 more song.
so now got 2 of them=]]
bye

imisshim,i hope his just someone nice and not grumpy. :)

2010-04-28T22:26:00.008+08:00

just change my blog songs.
this song is confession by kim bum

lyrics:
HANGUL/ROMANISATION

처음부터 느꼈죠. 나는 그대에게 빠져버렸죠 사랑을 하게 된거죠

cheo-eum buteo neu-ggyeotjyo. naneun keudae-ege ppajyeobeoryeotjyo sarangeul hage dwengeojyo

그대를 볼 때마다 내 마음 숨기기 어려웠어요. 항상 표현하고 싶었는데

keudaereul bol ddaemada nae maeum sumgigi eoryeowosseoyo. hangsang pyohyeon hago sipeot neunde

내겐 욕심인가요 그댈 사랑하는게 그렇게도 힘든건가요

naegen yoksimin kayo geudael saranghaneunge keureohgedo himdeungeonkayo

언제나 그대 난 원하고 있죠 혹시라도 우린 사랑할 수 없나요

eonjena geudae dan wonhago itjyo hoksirado urin saranghalsu eobnayo

힘들겠지만 난 그댈 위해 참아야만 하겠죠 난 그대만을 사랑해요

himdeul getjimannan keudael wihae chamayaman hagetjyo nankeudaemaneul saranghaeyo

이젠 볼 수 없겠죠 내가 떠나가야 할 이시간이 다가왔어요

ijen bulsu eobgetjyo naega ddeonagayahal-isigani dagawaseoyo

언제나 그대 난 원하고 있죠 혹시라도 우린 사랑할 수 없나요

eonjena keyudae nanwenhagoitjyo hotsirado urin saranghalsu eobnayo

힘들겠지만 난 그댈 위해 참아야만 하겠죠 난 그대만을 사랑해요

himdeul getjimannan keudael wihae chamayaman hagetjyo nankeudaemaneul saranghaeyo

잠시동안이라도 함께하고 싶은데 우~

jamsidong anirado hamgge hago sipeunde-oo~

언제나 그대 난 원하고 있죠 혹시라도 우린 사랑할 수 없나요

eonjena keudae nan wonhago itjyo hotsirado urin saranghalsu eobnayo

힘들겠지만 그댈 위해 참아야만 하겠죠 난 그대만을 사랑해요

himdeulgetjiman keudael wihae chamayaman hagetjyo nan keudaemaneul saranghaeyo

우~ 난 그대만을 사랑해요

oo~ nan keudaemaneul saranghaeyo

2010-04-28T21:55:00.002+08:00

hey ppl.
it has being a long time i have not update the blog here.
im just being lazy and don feel like updating.
well... for now... there's sth in my mind that's so gonna explode.i wanna to spit it all out.
in a indirect way ofcuz.
hmmm....

ok...
im so wanna attract his attention.
i think most ppl feel the same as me.
u guys really wanna attract attention from the person u like.
and yea.
that's how im feeling now.

im some one born without or very little courage.
motivation rarely works on me.
i will improve myself. to just get a glance of attention from him.=]

alright.
let me recap wad i have learn today for AAP.
actually im only mugging on my AAP and not the rest of the module.
this is so not going to make my GPA result any better.
i should do some revision for the rest as well.
but seriously the reason im focusing so much on AAP is that; i really enjoy studying that from the bottom of my heart.
next,AAP really have dozens of things to rmb.
though we only have to memorize the main/general parts, im alr having a big headache.

a skull consist of 22 bones
cranium 8 bones and face 14 bones
cranium: frontal bone,parietal bones,occipital bone,temporal bones,sphenoid,ethmoid
face:lacrimal bones,nasal bones,inferior nasal concha,zygomatic bones,vomer,maxilary bones,palatine bones,mandible.

i really put in effort memorising all the names of the parts.
i really wanna score well for this.

there's many things happen this week.
there's sad and happy moments.
and i don feel like sharing any further for now.
=]
i shall be back when sth really bothering me and drive me nuts.

bye=]

2010-03-04T21:38:00.002+08:00

it has being very long i have not post.

finally..

went to watch alice in wonderland 2010 3D

with jelly, yu wei

is like finally, they are not working!

hmm..

its not as excited as i expected.

mayb its becuz i can anticipate wad's coming up.

going back to band tmr,take a look.

bye

2010-01-30T19:57:00.005+08:00

30th jan 2010 is today and today is going to pass..

29th and 30th jan 2010 is really a very precious memory for me.

i went to ft island's fans sign and fans meet! its my first time seeing them!

i shook hongki and jaejin's hand.

i found that i really love them more than wad i have expected after today!

i'm gonna miss them.

and i wanna make one thing clear is that.. HONG KI really sing well! his voice is superb!

besides him, the rest of the members in the group has really touch me by their talents. they are like still so YOUNG!

i swear i will like and support FT ISLAND ALL THE WAY!

jia you!

and i would like to thanks the ppl who accompanied during these two days! i really appreciate it.

syarina,aina and friends,ping and friends.

thank you.

if not i wouldnt enjoy myself so much.

gamsahamida!

saranghaeyo!

i will re write these memories in the note book that i have bought just now.

got ft island!=]=]

and i will learn my korean language and handle it well.

so that i can take a step nearer to ft island and a gap further from sg ft island fans.=p

为了FT ISLAND!我付出了很多。

I sacrifice my sleep,my skin[kena burnt],me lunch and dinner[both day],my energy!

不过在这两天内我并没有好好珍惜它！我真得非常愧疚！我最最最大的毛病就是不会好好珍惜每一份每一秒！

我会努力改掉这个坏毛病！

ps:幸福，真得很简单。而得到的幸福，将成为最美好的记忆保存在我的心里。

同时，我也学会了知足。懂得知足，就能得到幸福。=]

让我们一起加油，以期向幸福前进！=]=]

goodbye.

2010-01-29T21:29:00.004+08:00

FT ISLAND!!

LEE HONG GI

HE'S DAMN NICE! =]^.^

MIN HWAN!

HE'S REALLY CUTE!

JAE JIN!

SEUNG HYUN!

JONG HOON!

THE CROWD!

FIVE DIFF SIGNATURE!

starting for 12oclock direction going clock wise:

jong hoon!!,seung hyun!!, hong ki!!, jae jin!!, min hwan!! =]=]

seung hyun and jae jin turn back and look. CUTE!

the best and clearest photo of ALL!!! =]=]

tmr im gonna wake up damn early and go queue up.

hmm...

so im gonna sleep early now.

more photos tmr!

good bye!=]=]

2010-01-29T07:09:00.002+08:00

IM FREAKING EXCITED ABOUT TODAY!
for now.
becuz later im going to ft island autogragh session at imm!
finally i can meet 이홍기 !!!!!!!!
i really hope that i can get his signature!
but if really fated cant get.. also nvrm, i love them all!=]=]=]

ths few days im going to spend alot.and i have no money.
really had a hard time with money prob.
i wanna be a millionaire!!!!
*foolish*
if i were really rich i can fly to any where any time to watch concert of my favourite grp or band.

gonna prepare myself to go imm liao.
she nvr contact me. i lost her contact.
i'm gonna find her there!!!

goodbye!

2010-01-18T12:35:00.002+08:00

BACK FROM MSIA!
这两天过得非常非常充实！！！
went shopping and get alot of stuff.
-1 black top
-1 white top
-1 pair of white heels
-1 pair of open toes shoes
-1 black leggings
-1 pair of pants
-MAC silver eye shadow
-liquid eye liner
-1 charger

is this consider a lot?
hmm...
and i went to do this eye check!
WOW!
perfect eyesight!
all 0 degree!!
haha!!
jealous?!?!
lols

although i get alot of things liao..
but i still got many things havent buy.
erm...
-a handphone pouch
-OPI nail polish
-OPI nails nutrients blA bla bla.
-maybelline make up remover
etc.

going to watch my next episode of xia yi zhan, xing fu.
goodbye!

2010-01-15T18:34:00.002+08:00

its friday! im going back to malaysia.
for 2 days 1 night.
my stuff had not packed up yet..
cuz i really had no idea wad to bring.
how i wish i could be back in malaysia for more than just 2 pathetic days.

lunar new yr is coming.
and i have not gotten any new clothing.
sigh...
its time to go shopping!
this time should shop for clothes and not nail polish! for god sake!

alright, see u guys when im back!=]=]=]

good bye

2010-01-14T09:14:00.001+08:00

after a long consideration,
i finally made up my mind.
i decided to go nursing.
that's my dream and i wanna pursue it.
all the best to myself!!! =]=]=]=]=]

2010-01-11T18:59:00.003+08:00

wad a headache!
i fail english, a D7
wad a disgusting 7 i had!
is my eng that sucky?!
becuz of eng i cant get into any of the psychology courses!
is damn unlucky!
i really hope all these craps were just a dream!
i cant face the fact that i fail my eng.
though they all say that i still can get into poly.
but my parents are just not that supportive!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
one of the sickening part of life is that; not having a supportive and motivating parents!
is my disgusting result really that sucky?!
1A
3Bs
1C
1D

haiz.
FINE!
this is my life.
since u guys are not supporting me, your wadever faking comforting words are simply helpless to my pathetic situation!
i will just get help from OTHERS, and carry on my life.
FUCK!

bye!

2010-01-05T10:38:00.002+08:00

hello!
FIRST POST OF THE YEAR!

alright.
its 2010,result is out in 5 more days, shit!
im sickening worry about it.and every time use the sickening sentences to comfort and calm myself down.
"don worry,at most a get a 28, i still can get into a nurse course."
"don target too high,so that when i get back the result i don get that high score,i wont feel that bad"
haiz......
but after second thought,
actually,the higher i score im just feeling better on winning the others,and the lower score i get im just feeling the embarrassment.
hmm...

i have a dream~~~~
lols.really, last night, i dreamt that the result is out today.and im like...havent spray black my hair,etc etc...but i still did not get back my result IN THE DREAM.LOLS!
even i have bought myself the spray etc,end up the dream became another type of dream.
WTH~wad a DREAM.
so dreammmmm..
lols
ok.
anyway! i have not forgotten my FT ISLAND!
the day they are coming to SG is getting real close! WOO~
its on the 29th jan,30th jan!

recently im concentrating on simple DRAMAS!
and there is one i would like to recommend!
eng:that fool
chi:傻瓜
its real nice.
the music im playing right now>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
is it ost.
is nice.
the female character of the show is the babe for the 200 hundred pounds beauty.
do catch this drama as it ia really CATCHY! lols

bye!

2009-12-29T16:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHUA YU WEI!

its her birthday today.
ytd we went to watch SHERLOCK HOLMES.
with beeping and winnie.=]
its nice la!
however...it will be better if the ppl sitting behind noe the etiquette in movie theatre.
wth!if u noe someone is sitting infront of u please do not press ur knee or legs on the chair..
im just feeling something sticking out behind me neck.
that makes me bend toward the seats in front of me..which there is NO ONE SITTING!
next, popcorn.they threw pop corns at us la!!!!
is like suddenly yuwei turn to me and she..."hengjie,can u find popcorn behind u?"
and she told me she found! lols.
i thought things also happen on me..but is like winnie and yuwei they all experience the same thing as i do.=]=]=]=]=]

next movie we are watching will be ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS 2.=]

goodbye!

2009-12-27T11:25:00.002+08:00

hey! wish every one a belated christmas and a happy new yr in advance!
hope that everyone enjoyed urself during this christmas.
recently my granny came to visit us in singapore.
i spend mine christmas with her.
and ytd i have did sth that i have nvr done before.
i make a phone call to london.to my granny sis.
they are real polite.!
that was the first time i thought to........angmoh perhaps. lols.
ok.
i have finished 妻子的诱惑。
not bad.
now i have come to another show..also not bad.
hehe.

ps; i must really learn to be more courteous and polite and improve my english to talk to them.

bye!

2009-12-24T09:57:00.004+08:00

AVATAR IS AWESOME!

went to watch avatar with yuwei and angelica ytd at jurong point.

i find that i have being watching movies quite often ever since the holiday had started.

and seriously besides 2012, this is another movie that is really exciting!

both me and yuwei were like..watch half way...unawarely sit up, bend towards the screen and anticipate the next part movie.

seriously,getting into a movie theatre with a box of popcorn,drinks,chips,sausage will really make u bloated.though these things were share among us.

next actually,going to a k-box, refilling more than once of the cracker there, given,will make u as bloated.-ok this is random

despite the bloatedness,it does not affect the excitement in me watching the movie last night.

it is a 2h1/2min movie.

and i swear that not even a sec will make u bored!=]

but! ytd we happened to get into theatre with the presence of small kids!

and half way through the movie i was sickening distracted and irritated by the kids!

eg.suddenly i heard footsteps of the kid walking,as they have this..u noe shoes that create a 'squeed' sound while u walk. next the kid is talking so sticking out loud to he/her parents. then the kid cry out loud! WTH!

anyway,

do catch this movie with ur friends and family during this holiday.

don miss it.its really worth to spend 7.30 bucks to watch this movie!

goodbye!

2009-12-22T11:46:00.003+08:00

hey!

my feet is ACHING!

im a idiot! seriously.

i wore a pair of heels which height is around 7cm,and walk around ORCHARD ROAD!

scold me please scold me!

i will nvr do that again..

if i really do, it could be that im really sick!

both me and yuwei shop from around 3 plus to 4...till ... 8plus.

we walk from ion to shaw back to ion to fareast then to takashimaya and back to ion,orchard mrt station.

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW......

mayb for a normal person,he or she will takes ard 15 mins to reach ion from taka,we will take 30 min plus plus to reach.

our legs were freaking pain!

so rmb, a lesson learn here today,never ever wear a pair of heels or a new boots to shop if u are not that pro yet.! yeah~ =]

bye!

2009-12-19T15:11:00.003+08:00

the poster.~~ its foil!

I'M SO LUCKYYYYY!!!

i manage to get the ticket for ft island fan meet!

that cost 150 bucks!

i woke up 7 in the morning..

leave my house at 8.30 and reach there around 9.

actually i thought of turning back home.

but angelica said.."not that many ppl wad..i think is less than 300"

so i sat down there!

many passer by were like...

"wow!? why so long queue?!" the queue was from the middle of LJS and MAC to some where ard G2000.

a few even came up to us and asked.

meanwhile i manage to noe a girl from republic poly.

i'll watch the whole showcase and go to the autograph with her since no one willing to come with me=[

ook ..i understand theprice is a bit too high.

i think so too.

but i just don wanna miss it and give it try if i really can get the 150$ ticket which is limited to 300 ppl ONLY!
i die die also wan their album and autograph.

HOWEVER!!!!!!!! there is sth going on smoothly and definitely there is sth not going on smoothly.

i cant get to shake each of their hand and i cant get each of their autograph..and here come to the WORST!!!!!!!!! i CANT PICK WHO I WAN TO SHAKE HIS HAND OR HIS AUTOGRAPH!!!

haiz....

nvrm..

i believe i will be as lucky as today.

i will not say who i wan.. and hope that it will automatically come to me[autograph and handshake] =D

SEE YA!! F.T ISLAND! on the 29th jan 2010 and 30th jan 2010

goodbye! =DDDDDDDD

2009-12-17T14:20:00.003+08:00

OHHHH GOSH!!!

recently im really in love with FT Island!!!

*SCREEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAMMMMMMMM!!!!!*

LEEHONGKI!!!!

listen to their songs at any time anywhere ..

this sat im going to queue up from morning to get the ticket for their showcase next year.

and that cost me...,.. 15o BUCKS! $$$$$$$$$

haiz.

actually im still considering.

but the time im left with is really limited.

hmmph!*sigh*

i really wanna meet hongki and shake his hand!!

hope that sth can really pursuade me to get the ticket or not.

but one thing now! im gonna get their album! cross and change

hmm....

although i alr have all their songs.lols.=]

bye! >.<

2009-12-08T19:24:00.002+08:00

heyhey..
wad a great day!=]=]=]=]
early in the morning had breakfast with jiabao at jurong point.
morning JP has no air-con, no shop open,no ppl. =.='
but still got food for us to eat la.
we eat kopitiam.
after that we took bus together back.
she go work i go home.
-----
next went out with yuwei beeping winnie charlotte.
we went to exercise HAHA!
badminton.
charlotte came very late.
she played for like LESS THAN 15 mins, then she was like...........complaining that she was tired.
nvm.i have had a great time myself :)

after badminton,we have a rest at kfc then we proceed to science centre.
that was really a sudden plan.
only me winnie and yuwei went.
once again.lols.
is like after we perspire,smelly........~~~
haha.
science centre have this 'body world'
child below 3 is free entry 16 and below is 13bucks adult is 21 [package for science centre and body world]
its quite worth it that's why we went.

at the entrance we have to take a photo!
we 3 burst into laughter,becuz....our attire were like...haha.wwss shirt and a pants.hair very messy and stuff.the appearances that we have were really inappropriate for photographing.

we were like young kids as we were very amazed by everything inside.
-spotting whether the baby in the foetus is a boy or a girl.
LOLS!hehe.
-next we were playing around the 'chop'
-wowing here and there
-yuwei was spotting ass hole of the human bodies sculptures.
HAHA!

we played like we've nvr play before.
=]
its fun!
though we were really tired and our legs were "sour".=]
meet up soon!=]

bye!

2009-11-30T12:07:00.003+08:00

back from malaysia. arrived in singapore this morning 4 plus am.
last night was frightening.
i was sitting at the first sit where i can clearly see the path where the driver is driving and how he drive.
his driving was freaking me out!
our bus was on a sort of small road. it has only 2 lanes.one going and one coming.
the driver kept on over taking the cars in front by driving on the 2nd lane where he should not.
when he saw lights which means there is car coming
then he move back to the lane that we should be in.
he did this for several times sia!!!!!
next.he was driving half way... through he suddenly stood up and adjust the aircon!!
HELLO! he is still driving leh!!
feel like screaming to him and ask him to concentrate.
next.. he kept talking and talking and talking LOUDLY to another indian.
idiot la! i really very scared got accident sia!it was raining while travelling back. and he was driving freaking fast!
ARGH!
lucky i savely reach back in sg.
phewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

enjoyed myself back in malaysia.
i brought almost all my nail polish stuffs and accesseries back.
and i help my aunts and cousins to polish their nails.
felt very satisfied when they say its nice.=]
its quite unbearable to leave them.
looking on the bright side.
i'll be back very soon.
=]

2009-11-20T15:24:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey!
finally im going back to malaysia.
i've being witing for today. however.
im still not that excited right now.
mayb when im really back in malaysia.
i'll be back by next sunday.
=] don miss me. i noe all of them will.=]
just now finish up epi 14.
wth! i scream after every epi!
and the producer is clever.
they nvr show u the preview after every thursday's broadcast!
let us anticipate for the next epi.!
you WIN!
i'll be watching the last two epi in malaysia.
lucky got ting's laptop!
hehe.
alright.when im back i will post some pictures.
goodbye!

2009-11-13T08:07:00.004+08:00

EXAMS FINALLY HAS COME TO AN END!

yesterday went out with yuwei and jiabao for a movie at causeway.
we watch <<2012>>!
omg it was DAMN NICE!
WORTH WATCHING!
this could a be warning of our future better be save then sorry.
since we are warned we should really keep this in mind and not to harm our country any further.
there's not enough arks to keep all the living things in the world.
i really hope that this things happen and only those who are wealthy are able to get themselves a ticket to board the arks.
please do not loseour humanity even if we are facing the worst.if we are at risk, likewise to the rest as well.
to be save, we must learn to care for others and treat them just like our family.the ones that we don wanna leave or abandon.

i would recommend every one to watch this movie.
regardless or any races or religious.
every one should noe whats happening.
this is not just a movie.
the fact that was shown in the movie is scientifically proven by the scientist.
get a yourself prepared.
appreciate every thing around you now before it is gone.
leave no regrets before u die.

goodbye!

2009-11-06T18:44:00.004+08:00

im left with 2 more papers. however...

i think i alr started my holiday liao.

=]]

i should have persever on right.

changed new songs

after watching you're beautiful. im totally engross into the show.

i wanted yuwei to watch.

but she is persevering all the way until exam ends.

so good girl.

>:/

Go Mi Nam/ Go Mi Nyu by Park Shin Hye

hwang Tae Kyung by Jang Geun Suk

Kang Shin Woo by Jeong Yong Hwa [C.N. Blue]

Jeremy by Lee Hong Ki
[F.T Island]

highly recommend! =]

2009-10-23T09:37:00.003+08:00

it has been a long period of time that i've not posted anything.
im back. just for now.
whereas i shouldnt.
my o has just started,i should be more intensive with my revisions instead of using the computer.
everything goes on quite smoothly.
except, i think the time left for revisions were quite limited.
yup.
alright, ltr im meeting yuwei and crystal to study.
i find that i cant study with them.
i don noe.
i just get distracted easily by almost anything and everything happening ard me.
coming mon is my english paper1&2. which are the two papers that horrfied me the most.
next follow by my ss then emaths and so on..
OKAY!im conscious for all my papers.
hmm....
kla..
i'll stop here.
i'll be back when my o is over..which i think is pretty soon! HEHEH!
goodbye!

2009-10-03T15:18:00.011+08:00

The Graduation!!

me,christiana,angelica

me, angelica

joyce,me,angelica,huijuan

me,xuanwen,cecilia

me,arun

me,jiabao

me,crystal

me ,yuwei

siyun,me

brandon,me

nicholas,me,hanyong,kokwee.[the 1g,2g,3f,4f.]

we have been same class for 4yrs.=]

me,adzdzin

me,aloysius

me,ziyan 4yrs same class friend=]

shermin,me,cecilia

me, mr chan chi thio

me,jianzhong 7 yrs friend=]

elaine , yuwei,angelica,me [bandmates and swimming mates]
behind* camellia, jiayin.=]

marcus, me

huijuan,me sec4 sitting partner

jiamin,me

pamela, me

me, jack

me, allan

syaza,me,syazlina [band juniors]=]

azaad,me

me,ong siang yee

indra,me

beeping,me

me,jonjoe

fanying,beeping,me

hehe.i told them to look up.

from the front:shayna,pamela,joyce,cecillia,christiana,rose,angelica

me,ali

cailing,me

allan.

me,mdm azlina

me, joyce

those were the photos i have taken during our big day.farewell assembly.

FRIENDS lets work hard together for our Olvl!

jiayou!!=]]

i'll miss u guys!after o.=]

miss me too.=]]]]]

goodbye!

2009-09-24T20:37:00.002+08:00

hi.
i have being studying recently, i find myself quite hardworking leh recently.=]
hehe.
finally prelim has come to a finale. but upcoming there's mock exam and the most impt exam. the OOOOOOOO LVL!
if im not wrong,
i fail my combined science for this prelim.OMG
i got a D7 for that.
my results:
English: 50 [i think] C6
Emaths:59 C5
Amaths:52 C6
Combined Science:47 D7
Combined humanities: 61 B4
Mother tongue [olvl]: A2
L1R5:30
L1B4:23

omg i really need to improve much much more!
however, i am really really happy with my combined humans result.
that should be the first time i pass my humans.
and i score a B4?!? haha!
ok..
i really need to study study study.
study now!after this tough period.i can do anything i wanna.
got pain then will gain.
JIA YOU TO ALL!!! =]]
i have cancel my doctor appt for tmr.
=] for my class.LOLS.
haha.tmr we have filming again.wth.
go 4F.c'mon!

goodbye!*im tired*

2009-09-19T13:48:00.002+08:00

hey hey.
changeD blogsong playlist.
though not new songs.is just some songs that i love to listen to.
=]]
i spend my whole ytd watching drama. ITS RESTRICTED for now.
i should not have started watching anything new to ME before o.
haiz..
but i managed to sit down and study physics last night.
atlease i have a done sth ytd.
i noe its not enough.

teens tend to get in to love these days, easily.
y ar?
the trend?lols.
sorry.
i just don understand wad's love.=]
do u?
really?think abt it.

bye! =]]
*my sore throat have some improvement.* *urrhmmm*

2009-09-17T09:18:00.002+08:00

hi there!
recently, i have got a bad flu.
i dont think it was pass from anyone around.
i just got this flu out of sudden.
but i think i getting too heaty.
after that day jiabao came to my house and study. we ate alot of........ tibits..chips.yea.
this is wad happen next.
she has her pimple outbreak and i had a flu.
sore throat and running nose.
WTH
c'mon, my o is coming.
flu please get away from me.
though i enjoy being sick cuz no need to go sch.
but erm..
i dont really think this is the right time.
im going to yuwei house later to study.
currently waiting for jiabao to wake up we go tgt.
alright.
goodbye *voice break**cough cough*
goodbye *voice breaking sound*

2009-09-10T09:27:00.003+08:00

good morning.

early in the morning,the thundering downpour was in existance.

quite a shocking,loud and irritating one.

it gave me a sense of ...of.......of....something bad is gonna happen.

some thing just pop out my mine this morning.

i felt that im so blessed.

as i felt that i so doted by my parents.

i told them about my breakfast today,

despite that they have to wake up for work early, she still prepare my breakfast and my lunch.

a great thanks to them.

Yesterday,

i have fruitful day with my mom as well as myself.

it was a total shock that my mom allow me to go catch a movie with others and not her.

i went catch the movie "Aliens in the Attic"

[a sceen shot]

a hilarious one!

nice,funny,interesting,warming and touching one.

the child who is sitting behind me just cant stop laughing.

and his laughter was loud!

lols.

i will rate 42/5 / 5 stars

go watch go watch.

next.

i was loitering around in the plaza.

i get myself a purse.

tada~

front view and back view of the purse

then,get for huijuan wad she wants.

next i met up with my mom to bugis as she needs to get sth my aunt.

then we went for dinner and go home.

i left my house at 11.30 all the way until 9.45, then im back home.

i have drained up all my energy.

that could probably my first few time im out to SHOP for the whole day.

oh! i saw yanting kahboon,yiyuan and kinwah at bugis. WOW! and yanting straight away gave such reaction when she saw me. "OH MY GOD~!"

wth~. they must be really surprised to see me there.

lols.

after all the happy moments that i have for the past few days,

i really need to get back with my revision right away.

times fly.

see, holiday is gonna end within 4 days, including today.

thus, i got to stop right now.

GOODBYE!

2009-09-05T14:39:00.003+08:00

currently, im not feeling very good.
IM JEALOUS!
y u guys can be so good?
wad exactly is friendship?
hmmmph!
can some one out there teach me how to bond with all my friends?!?
AHHHH!
*feel like screaming!*
*scream all my unhappiness out!!!!!*

2009-08-31T13:42:00.002+08:00

wishing all teachers in the world a HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!

today,

we celebrated our teachers' day a bit differently from the past few years.

early in the morning,we had this aerobics instructor came to our school and gave us this aerobics lesson.

several times teachers going up the 'riser' to call us to cooperate.

i manage to follow through all the steps.hehe.

im like damn high! as the instructor is damn HOT!

OMG!

ok..errmm..
after that we go back to our class and have a short period of time with our form teacher.
give surprises that is not surprised at all..
lols.
taken our class photo.
and..
there are ppl who did not appear today.
weiqiao and boonleng.

i have enjoy myself today.
happy moments are always so short.
therefore we must treasure it ook?
=]

goodbye!

2009-08-27T17:50:00.002+08:00

YOzzz!

it had been a day or a few that i have not update my blog.

ytd i m busy watching singapore idol.

its interesting.!

i wonder y i wasnt interest AT ALL in the past.

=.=

im left with a few days more to my prelim and approximately 1mth to go before my O'

i felt so.....

exhausted after thinking through the days i m left with.

wow~ and im so not prepared.

wad im doing now is...panic..?WTH~

ok.

ermm..

hmm..

haiz...

study lor....

goodbye.!

2009-08-25T20:51:00.001+08:00

WHAT A GREAT DAY!!
just wanna say that i really enjoy myself today!=]

goodbye!

2009-08-22T18:40:00.002+08:00

recently i heard that im thinking quite alot of things.
is not that i wanna think about it and it bother me.
is just that those things just happen.
therefore im bothered.

now again.

why do ppl quarrel over small little things?
haiz.
i guess no body likes the feeling of being aggitated or being accused or shouted at.
we really need to learn how to tolerate ones temper.
when our toleration have come to a limit, we wil explode into arguments worse,fight.
this is so disharmony.
do u still remember the first time u met he or her?
do u remember y u two became friends?
do u still remember wad are the happy memories that both of u own.?
those memories are so precious, why did u broke it with ur temporary emotion?
no matter friends, couples, husband and wife,siblings etc,
u all have the most precious memories, u all walk through the years tgt..
days u laugh tgt,cry tgt,stress tgt,work hard tgt,strive tgt,win tgt,lose tgt.......
but ppl just forget about all these when ur anger is up.
and ppl are always tend to control over by their emotion.
that's when ppl will usually lose all their relationships within mins..
reckless human beings..

goodbye!

2009-08-21T18:08:00.004+08:00

hi!
just woke up from my nap.
wad my plan today is to have a intensive emaths revision.
as tmr im having this emaths mock exam.
well..
honestly,im not prepared at all.
unlike amaths.
mayb for amaths, there's consistant practise no matter in school or at home.
Aww..
things just don go on smoothly as wad i have planned.
for the past few hours in stead of studying,
i m doing some other things.
like nap, and downloading videos.
as according to yuwei's plan,
since i cant watch the drama on internet, cause im not allow to,
i can simply download them and save it into my psp.
therefore i can watched it whenever the psp is with me.
just hope that my psp wont kena confiscated again.

i wanted to say:
everyone makes mistake.
who cares if he or she is the presiedent,government,principal,teachers or us..i believe even the saint does make mistake.
cant we ppl just forgive and forget?
somehow, we just matter alot of our pride than anything.
yes,im not disagree that pride is important.
but sometimes, dont u find that becuz of that unseen pride we have, we lose out more.
pride wont gain us anything,but a satisfaction.
lets do a comparison,
put down ur great pride, u gain knowledge,follow by no arguments,peace gain, next time u might becuz of today u have lowered ur pride,u became success?who knows?
however, wad if u don lower ur pride, situation might just go the other way round. don regret then.
think twice before u act.
think further.

goodbye!

2009-08-20T17:09:00.003+08:00

phew~!

wad a relax day..

=]]

ytd night i complete my chinese lit and chemistry ,handed them in before the teacher run after me..=]]

phew phew phew.

hehehe

next, no need to stay back for another half and hour for ss.

generous mrs baljit have the lesson during the second period of english.

she took over mdm saha.

no homeworks from her!

yeah!

wad i need to do tonight is to practise my emaths or amaths.

this sat im having this emaths mock test.

not really taking it seriously though i should!

i will practise alright.=]

how sad life could be.

no ppl can avoid others backstabbing u.

u will nvr noe this minute there's someone actually criticise u or sth worse?

so better not to noe.

life still need to move on though there's backstabber stabbing u.becuz they are not stabbing u with real knife, u wont die.

well dosent mean that words that came out from their mouth wont leave u a scar in ur heart,wont hurt u as deep as if u were stab by a knife. in the end backstabbing words are suck to be heard.

eventhough words wont make u bleed profusely but definitely,u'll tears profusely.

so dont backstab others.as every one noe that how does it feel when u were being backstabbed by other. =]

goodbye!

2009-08-19T18:17:00.004+08:00

hi!
wad a mentally exhausted day.
in the morning have to prepare myself mentally for getting the mothertongue result.
i really donno how to deal with my mind.
i cant be confident.its seems overconfident and wad if the result comes out is the not one i expected myself to get.
i cant get too demoralize,wad if the result is supposed to be good but after i think too much it happen to be the way i m thinking..ARGH! i struggled hard in the morning.
we went to the hall and get our results.
after speeches by teachers,
hmm..
names of students who got A1s for their GCE 'O' mothertongue were called out one by one class by class.

congrats,jiabao,siyun,jiayin,yuwei,charlotte,shayna,hweelun[expected],xuan wen and etc.

haiz..im awaiting for my name to be called.
and she just skipped my name!!!!!grrrr...
im still happy for those who score A1.=]
its my turn to see my result.
A2.
yes i noe..i should be satisfied.
im just hoping that i could score better then i was.
i was stunned ofcuz.
but i didnt cried.
well..who knows as i turned and saw mdm wangfang.my tears rolled down my cheeks
uncontrollably with guilt and sorry.
next mental exhaustion i faced is GCE english 'O' lvl oral.
im not sure if i have done well..
but i noe that i could have done it better.
haiz.
there's no point for me to get upset over these things that had alr over.

我因该要学会知足吧。。。
相信自己有偿是要做好那件事，就够了。
过去的事是不会在从来。往下一步前进吧！为下一个考验努力！
人生里，往往不是每一件事都顺心如意，有时也要为最坏的结果来做心理准备，知足就好。
这样一来，不管跌得多恶劣，至少心里不会撕裂般的痛。=]

知足 by mayday

goodbye!=]

2009-08-15T21:48:00.003+08:00

AHHHH!
hi!
today i have my amaths mock exam.
im confident in it.
hope that the result is wad i expected.
=]
just now went to lakeside and play trumpet.
WOW! 0.o
haha!
that's random for me.
it had being quite a long period of time i have not touches trumpet.
gl bought a new trumpet..and she lend me her old one.
k la.
can play can liao.
everyone is looking at us curiously and amazingly..
lols.
cuz i random to them that we play trumpet in the park.
nice time with her.
talk alot.
=]
hang out again yea~

goodbye.

2009-08-14T14:42:00.004+08:00

there is time i feel that not knowing the truth will be better than u noe it.
i regretted when i knew it.
i rather we remain how we are in the beginning.
seriously im quite disappointed.
but nvrm.

not forgetting to wish our birthday boy SNG HAN YONG!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

bye!

2009-08-13T17:06:00.003+08:00

hi everyone!
im back from school.
tired.
did chem practical today.
and, i anyhow ans.
some accidents happen.
while i was heating the mixture,
i over heated and it POPs! the mixture pop out from the boiling tube. and kena aloy,shermin and jian ping.
im very sorry about that..
sorry...
the mixture splashed out quite a distant..ard..2 metre plus?
i felt damn guilty afterwards.
some also experience the same thing as i do while heating.
they did not hurt any one..
but the ceiling.
i think the cleaner will have a hard time cleaning up.
went home with pam and jelly.without shayna as she went to find mr heng for amaths.

tmr, there's amaths test.
sat a mock test.
tmr 2.4km run test...
test test test.
these are the things u will face in sec4...grr.
bye!

2009-08-12T17:41:00.002+08:00

heello!
=]
early in the morning today, our dearest vice principal mr chan gave us a talk.
some how is a motivation for us to study hard for our olvl.
i have told myself many times to work hard as well..
but...the impact don last long.
i dont mean that wad he said this morning had no impact on me..
he words reminded me sth..
"being optimistic is just an excuse for urself to be lazy"
being optimistic, sometime is harmful to u.

i still left chemistry w/s which must be completed by tmr.
gosh! ss is tmr first lesson.

quote of the day: no pain no gain
goodbye!

Happy Birthday Mr Patrick Wong

2009-08-11T18:36:00.004+08:00

hello!

wad a day...=]

typical tuesday i have..
every tuesday there will be a test.

today is emaths test.

LOLS!

i got all my steps correct..but! the number wrong!!!!

@.@

alright....is ok....i just need 18 marks to pass.

haiz...

there's still many homeworks waiting for me.

social studies, chinese lit, and amaths revision, physics w/s

i having my amaths mock test this SAT!

ARGH!
my differenciation and integration!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shit!

my movement is to slow.

as im not hardworking enough.

its takes week for me to complete a chapter..

hehehe.

ok hengjie...u must stop this...

1 day one chapter!if not, more!!!

hengjie:sianz...

@!$!#@%@^*%W%$#

hmmph!

hengjie:pass let u see arh! nonono..score well let u see arh!

=]]

its mr wong birthday today..

happy birthday to u

happy birthday to eeeeeuuuuuuu

happy birthday to u!

dear mr wong,

... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...

errmmm....

... ... ... ... ... hmm.. ... ...

stay healthy and strong and young[in heart]*impossible for age and appearance.^.^

nvm nvm.. u can always bluff urself that u are 18. =]]

stay happy..

before i announce my last thing of the day...

a round of applause for myself*clap clap clap clap clap clap clap clap*

wahahahaaaa

i have completed New Moon.

2nd book in my life that i have completed reading the whole entire book..

and no pictures!

so proud of myself. hehehehe

kla.im gonna end here.

seeya!

goodbye.

Happy Birthday Hui Juan!

2009-08-10T20:30:00.004+08:00

hello!
happy one day holiday.

lols

is ending alr.
i have done any of my homeworks.
i have wasted my day today.
shit!
i have, emaths,chinese literature,chemistry,socialstudies.
OMG! ss! is the most......most.... _______ [u willl fill in the blank for me]
i need to do it later!

ok..hmm..
wad have i done today..
i spend my time watching drama!
haiz...
wad a long story..
actually....actually...
i nvr expect myself watching that..
u guys knew that i have being controlling myself from watching dramas during such important period of time.
all blames my mom.
this morning,she got nth to do..
and she suddenly take one new drama she had bought days ago ooout.
is that taiwanese drama" 敲敲爱上你"
heard be4 yea.

and so the whole day i m watching that. =]

i watch until episode 10 alr.
hmm..

oh..it hui juan's birthday today!
happy birthday hui juan!

i noe recently many unhappiness have landed on u..
u could have celebrated ur birthday ytd with many of us.
but things just don turn up ur way.
don sad ok..
u still have me.. =]]
生日快乐！！要快了哦！=]

Happy Birthday Singapore!

2009-08-09T21:29:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to SINGAPORE
happy birthday to youuuu...!

i didnt go anywhere today...
yes...uncle house.. do maths revisions..
sianz right.haha
back in the evening to watch NDP.
hmm..nice.!=]
then watch singapore idol.lols

here i wanna say..
i noe many ppl have faced failures in ur life.
no matter is in studies,relationships or any involvement in ur life..
we should not give up.
yes i noe that its heart-aching and demoralizing when failures occur.
courage it is the best way to overcome and move on.
friends will give u courage, rest is up to u if u wanna take up the courage given by ur friends.

goodbye!

The Celebration

2009-08-08T18:41:00.002+08:00

hello!
celebrated hanyong birthday today.hope he like it =]
i think he do.=]
is like, we went out in the morning,me,jiabao,siyun and zhelun,to get all the ingredients.
then ahead to crystal's house for the celebration
meet yuwei at the bus-stop which is just below crystal's house.
yuwei wore skirt! i was too amazed and i cant stop laughing at her. *sorry*
ofcuz,she is damn pissed off. *haha!*
blablabla...
hanyong came while we were preparing the food.
he came with siang yee... *uhh-hmm*=]
we sang happybirthday song for him. =]
he looked touched.haha =]
after hanyong had finished blowing the candles,photos taken,cake cut, we continue our preparation.

and we start...................... STEAMBOAT! =]
we sat tgt... we laugh eat laugh eat laugh eat.
then slowly one by one is getting full... lols.
and we start playing scissors paper stone.who lose will have to eat some particular food.
competitors:
siyun vs hanyong
crystal vs zhelun
hengjie vs jiabao
hanyong vs jiabao
results:
siyun eat 8 fishballs hanyong 10 fishballs
crystal eat 8 fishballs zhelun eat 10 fishballs
hengjie eat 4 broccolis jiabao eat 3 broccolis
hanyong eat 9 'taopok' jiabao eat 10 'taopok'

hahahaha!
next, clearing up..
we still left alot of food...
siang yee didnt eat.
thus,we throw all of them.
wad a waste.
=(
becuz yuwei still have tuition to rush to, we put down our work and take photos..=]
*nicee nicee* ^.^

*photos took at the bus stop with yuwei.

i have enjoy myself today..
i hope everyone enjoy themselves also.
=]
gather again next time alright? =]]
goodbye!

WWSS National Day Parade

2009-08-07T14:48:00.001+08:00

hi!
back from shool.
today our school celebrate the national day parade, and its very lame..i think.
the whole quadrangle is so empty. only one contigent. a few teachers,2 percussionist from band,one base drum, one snare drum. this is the first time im able to be with my class and be the audience and watch the parade.. but things end up like this.lols. -.-

next,we went back to class. normally we should go to the all to participate in the cultural expression, can see everyone in their costumes..=]
got back to class, watched videos,decorated the singapore map?none of us in 4F have brought anything material for the decoration..HAHA! all provided by mr chan and some were from newspapers found in our class..pathetic.lols.
our class took many photos.i love them all!! =]

eventhough this year's cultural expression was different from the past, overall i think it was a fruitful one.=D atlease our class seems more bonded tgt today..

this year is the last year in this school.last year with the class and friends..every one is busying with revisions and hardly the class have time to go out or have fun tgt.
i think today is the day that we can have fun tgt..a day for us to have some precious memories together.but, there's still some of our classmates nvr come.. boonleng,sherryl,weiqiao and siang yee.
hope that one day when the whole class is present we can take one class photo tgt.=]

i would like to thanks yuwei for not forgetting to bring eclipse.thanks.=] i will treat u abit better ok.=]

after the celebration we have binomial test. i don noe wad is reciprocal.grrrr..wasted.
and later im going for sc bbq.hope that its a nice one.=]
oh!tmr i no need to go school.haiz.actually i thought after going to school i go crystal house to celebrate hy bdae. but now how??hope that mom needs to go work tmr.. if not..
im sorry..i cant go.. lets pray together k...

ok la..i will end here.
goodbye.

Completed!

2009-08-06T22:25:00.002+08:00

hello!
A big thanks to angelica.
she helps me up with my blog..
thank u thank u.
busying doing the blog.. and i forget abt my homeworks.
shit.
its late now.
lucky tmr we have celebration for ndp...wahaha.
well well well. so wad if we have this celebration,i still have this binomial test afterwards.. grrr.
due to H1N1, we sec 4s and 5s cant assemble together with the sec 1s 2s and 3s.
like those year b4..we had our cutural expression.
normally a day before ndp, we could see uniform groups and band are busying having their rehearsal for the ndp.. but today i look down to the quadrangle,its so quiet.

im excited for tmr.wondering how it's like..as its diff from the past few years.
goodbye.its late now..and no revision or hmwk that i have even touched. =]

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2009-08-05T18:41:00.001+08:00

hello.
after long period of time..im back to posting..
i thought i nvr get to post until o lvl is over.
but who knows..
haha. im back.
hmm...i decided to be back becuz...
i cant really remember why...
hmm.. it makes me feel that im so "literature".
=]
its fun posting..sometimes.
some times i find it's kind of wasting time.

recently just simply busy with tests and revision.
not very stress.
phew.
nth really special happen today.
yuwei nvr come to our class this recess..

im glad to say that recently im rather attentive in class.
im so proud of myself ^^
shayna complimented me for not sleeping during lesson.

oh! today we have this cca grade thingy, and i've 30..is a A1, im glad to say that..*clap clap* ^^
however i spend quite a long time figuring out how the grading system works,and until now i still don get it..in the list of events i have participated in the past 3yrs,there's several events they have actually miss out..well.it will not have any changes in my grade though i correct them and add them in..cause im alr A1.
oops.my horoscope say that i must be humble this week,and things will go on smoothly..
hmm..
i must TRY to be more humble this week..haha.
k-la.
wad a long greeting for my first post of this new url,new blog,plain skin, and this is not really a completed blog yet..no music..AWww.is so dull without music..right~? hee.
add in soon.provided someone helps me out..im having troubles with that..
:-O
end of the post.
OH! last but not lease, it's weimeng's birthday today.
"happy birthday" ^.^
Goodbye.*wave*